I did an energy/counseling session with another counselor at her home. She...like many lately, it seems, is OBVIOUSLY being called to reassess and make changes to live a more authentic life. She's been having anxiety related diarrhea bad enough to send her to the ER more than once (and other health problems placing her on medical leave).
She snored LOUD during most of the session. At the end suddenly took a deep breath and all she could say was "COLD", then "more covers, more covers". She ended up with four blankets on her and went back to sleep. She e-mailed this evening to say she slept until 4 (our apt was at 11), and she didn't have to get up at all to poo. (She was initially afraid she wouldn't be able to get through the session without an emergency potty break). She commented that the session felt very relaxed, safe, secure, and that it was helpful to ask questions and get feedback along the way.
During the time I layed hands on her, I just prayed to get my ego (outcome) out of the way and to be an instrument of God's peace. For whatever she needed for her healing to be given, and for us to be safe, not mingling our issues/boundaries. Then I just remained until it felt finished (although there was imagery, and my hands were drawn to different areas...not as cut and dried as it sounds). Noticed I was drawn to the areas of her gut, her heart, her head/neck/shoulders. She has also had serious heart problems.
I felt fine afterwards (but was hungry as I often am following a session), and I just left her to sleep, let myself out. She checked in later. I slept in longer than usual this morning, and feel fine, just very "non-productive". Seemed I slept harder and deeper than usual. Is this related to the session? Am I doing something counterproductive? I have to keep an eye on my psychic boundaries as we both know what happens when I meld too deeply. It just made me wonder what would happen if I had several sessions in a day like you do. Does the endurance develop over time, or am I missing an important element?
Also, over the last few days, separate from this session, my sleep has seemed deeper, but I'm aware there is something going on during sleep that I can't quite put my finger on. I'm aware of transitory bad headache pain, of saying something like "if you want me to understand, you have to be clearer", but not being aware of any "messages" so to speak. Dreams, people, stuff, but it is at a much deeper level that doesn't attach to well to conscious memory of it upon awakening like some dreams. The last two headaches I've had responded to the new OTC migraine med (combination of aspirin, acetaminophen and caffeine) and didn't require Rx or bedrest. THAT is encouraging. Seems, at least for now they are fewer and further between too. I do have a dull headache most of the time still though...the one I've always had. This feels like a new level but I would like a little more clarity about what is happening if you know.
- And this was the response from the healer I was writing to. More of a mentor really.
Sounds like a great session. I highly recommend sitting down and journaling after each session to receive the information you are looking for. It may be in the work you are being called to do that it is more like a shaman, i.e. they usually only work on 2 to 3 people per week for they take on the energy of that person and release it from the person. How ever I recommend you speak to your higher self to determine if this is the correct path for you to take.
Your faith is wonderful let it guide you! Write from your heart. We all are or will be soon operating in a different way, together and apart to assist the transformation of this world. Peace be with you!