My mother bought this book; The Flight of Gemma Hardy by Margot Livesey, and then passed it on to me. MOST of the time, if my mom likes a book, I will also. I tend not to read the book jackets of books she passes on to me because I really don't like hints or to know what the story is about before I read it. I think people give away WAY too many clues on book jackets. I like surprises.
As I read, I began to get this weird feeling that the story was familiar...and depressing. So I took a gander at those book jacket flaps. *Groan*, it is a more modern day rewrite of Jane Eyre. And sadly, I hated that book. Never mind that Jane Eyre is a classic, it just made me depressed and angry. I hate stories that seem like the main character is largely powerless, and wholly abused.
This version set in the 50's and 60's might have a little more hope and a tad more power. I'm not sure. It's hard for me to judge it fairly when I didn't like it's predecessor. I'm sure I liked this book better, but I still find it rather dark and bleak. When I talked to my mom about it later, she shared that she used to read Jane Eyre over and over again as a kid. Now that I think about it, it DOES rather have a bit of a Cinderella flavor to it. So I understand. But I have this overbearing "justice chip" and people being oppressed gets me so upset I can hardly stand it. That's my problem. Not a problem of this book.
The general idea of both stories is that Gemma/Jane are orphans who are unwanted and unloved and worked to the bone pretty much everywhere they go and they must overcome great hardship to become independent (if you call engaged to a rich dude, independent). By and large, people treat her like crap and she encounters one "Perils of Pauline" event after another before her life evens out a bit.
If you're a Jane Eyre fan, you might find this updated version fun. The odd thing for me was, I really didn't find it "updated". Jane Eyre was published in 1847 and the language is a bit more formal. But I found the language of this version quite formal and old fashioned as well. So much so that when something like an airplane, or television, or listening to records was mentioned, it took me by surprise and seemed a bit out of place.
Despite my initial groan, I stuck with this book to the end and found I enjoyed it more than I thought I would...a little. I can't imagine how challenging it would be to rewrite a classic and my hat is off to Margot for doing so. The subject matter is just not my cup of tea. The writing and the sheer genius it must take to recreate a classic is admirable. Making up something new is one thing, but I actually think recreating a new story based on an old one might be the bigger challenge. From that perspective, it's worth a read.
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Monday, April 30, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Book Review: Go the F**K to Sleep by Adam Mansbach
One of my husband's relatives (Janet) told me about this book. She termed it a "must have for every parent". After ordering a copy, I wholeheartedly agree. It is a small, hardbound picture book, much like the many we have read in attempts to lull our children to sleep. Only this is no ordinary bedtime story. This is for parents only.
Not only is this a really fun book (if you don't mind the F'bomb and some irreverent parental humor), but Ricardo Cortes' illustrations are quite beautiful as well. Done to imitate all of the hi-brow bedtime stories, it is a class act of the "lowest" order. Obviously, this book is not appropriate to read to your kids (although I read it over the phone to my 28 year old who NEVER slept as a child...and still doesn't). It's not the type of book you give to a very prim or prudish person. But other than that...if you know your friends or family well enough, I'm of the opinion that this book should end up given at every baby shower or for every child's birth (given that the parent appreciates this type of humor). You will find the text below. But please buy a copy...the illustrations are grand and it's just a book I SO wish I would have had "back then". I don't care who you are...even if there was no f bomb...every parent on the planet has mumbled (or perhaps yelled) a phrase with similar emphasis "PLEASE....oh please, oh please, oh please, just go to SLEEP!!!".
The tiger reclines in the simmering jungle.
Go the Fuck to Sleep is a bedtime book for parents who live int he real world, where a few snoozing kitties and cutesy rhymes don't always send a toddler sailing blissfully off to dreamland. Profane, affectionate, and radically honest, it captures the familiar - and unspoken - tribulations of putting your little angel down for the night. Beautiful, subversive, and pants-wettingly funny, Go the Fuck to Sleep is a book for parents new, old, and expectant. You probably should not read it to your children. ~ from rear cover of book ~
Not only is this a really fun book (if you don't mind the F'bomb and some irreverent parental humor), but Ricardo Cortes' illustrations are quite beautiful as well. Done to imitate all of the hi-brow bedtime stories, it is a class act of the "lowest" order. Obviously, this book is not appropriate to read to your kids (although I read it over the phone to my 28 year old who NEVER slept as a child...and still doesn't). It's not the type of book you give to a very prim or prudish person. But other than that...if you know your friends or family well enough, I'm of the opinion that this book should end up given at every baby shower or for every child's birth (given that the parent appreciates this type of humor). You will find the text below. But please buy a copy...the illustrations are grand and it's just a book I SO wish I would have had "back then". I don't care who you are...even if there was no f bomb...every parent on the planet has mumbled (or perhaps yelled) a phrase with similar emphasis "PLEASE....oh please, oh please, oh please, just go to SLEEP!!!".
Go the Fuck to
Sleep
By Adam Mansbach
Illustrated by Ricardo Cortes
ISBN # 13:978-1-61775-025-0 $14.95
The cats nestle close to their kittens,
The lambs have lain down with the sheep.
You’re cozy and warm in your bed, my dear.
Please go the fuck to sleep.
The windows are dark in the town, child.
The whales huddle down in the deep.
I’ll read you one very last book if you swear
You’ll go the fuck to sleep.
The eagles who soar through the sky are at rest
And the creatures who crawl, run, and creep.
I know you’re not thirsty.
That’s bullshit. Stop lying.
Lie the fuck down, my darling, and sleep.
The wind whispers soft through the grass, hon.
The field mice, they make not a peep.
It’s been thirty-eight minutes already.
Jesus Christ, what the fuck?
Go to Sleep.
All the kids from day care are in dreamland.
The froggie has made his last leap.
Hell no, you can’t go to the bathroom.
You know where you can go?
The fuck to sleep.
The owls fly forth from the treetops.
Through the air, they soar and they sweep.
A hot crimson rage fills my heart, love.
For real, shut the fuck up and sleep.
The cubs and the lions are snoring,
Wrapped in a big snuggly heap.
How come you can do all this other great shit
But you can’t lie the fuck down and sleep?
The seeds slumber beneath the earth now
And the crops that the farmers will reap.
No more questions.
This interview’s over.
I’ve got two words for you, kid: fucking sleep.
The tiger reclines in the simmering jungle.
The sparrow has silenced her cheep.
Fuck your stuffed bear, I’m not getting you shit.
Close your eyes. Cut
the crap. Sleep.
The flowers doze low in the meadows
And high on the mountains so steep.
My life is a failure, I’m a shitty-ass parent.
Stop fucking with me, please, and sleep.
The giant pangolins of Madagascar are snoozing
As I lie here and openly weep.
Sure, fine, whatever, I’ll bring you some milk.
Who the fuck cares?
You’re not gonna sleep.
This room is all I can remember,
The furniture crappy and cheap.
You win. You
escape. You run down the hall.
As I nod the fuck off, and sleep.
Bleary and dazed I awaken
To find your eyes shut, so I keep
My fingers crossed tight as I tiptoe away
And pray that you’re fucking asleep.
We’re finally watching our movie.
Popcorn’s in the microwave.
Beep.
Oh shit. Goddamn
it. You’ve gotta be kidding.
Come on, go the fuck back to sleep.
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Saturday, April 28, 2012
Movie Review: The Debt
We rented The Debt (2011) from Netflix. We saw the trailer on one of the other movies we rented and thought it looked interesting. Can you ever go wrong wit Helen Mirren? No, you cannot. The movie is a remake of a 2007 Israeli film version.
This movie is a retrospective look into the lives of three agents who are undercover as young people (early 20's) to capture and bring to trial a butcher doctor from the Holocaust. As the movie begins, it is 30 years after their mission and they are all coping with decisions made in their own ways. There are some loose ends that remain to be tied and Helen's character is the only one even remotely capable.
The story flips back and forth between the time of the mission and the present day. It is rated R for violence, language and I would add, the horrific subject matter.
The movie is action packed and exciting. The actors are excellent and the story is solid. Did I like it? Not so much. The subject matter was painful to me and the violence, although not in the category of graphic, was disturbing to me, nonetheless. I even got up and left the room a time or two and closed my eyes a few other times. That being said, I'm not saying I thought it was a bad movie...at all. Just not a good one for me.
This movie is a retrospective look into the lives of three agents who are undercover as young people (early 20's) to capture and bring to trial a butcher doctor from the Holocaust. As the movie begins, it is 30 years after their mission and they are all coping with decisions made in their own ways. There are some loose ends that remain to be tied and Helen's character is the only one even remotely capable.
The story flips back and forth between the time of the mission and the present day. It is rated R for violence, language and I would add, the horrific subject matter.
The movie is action packed and exciting. The actors are excellent and the story is solid. Did I like it? Not so much. The subject matter was painful to me and the violence, although not in the category of graphic, was disturbing to me, nonetheless. I even got up and left the room a time or two and closed my eyes a few other times. That being said, I'm not saying I thought it was a bad movie...at all. Just not a good one for me.
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Friday, April 27, 2012
Letter to a Family Re: Spirit Visitation from their Family Member
I found this old letter that I sent anonymously to a family who had experienced the sudden death of one of their members. Even though I just barely knew who he was, or who they were, he showed up.December 27, 2005
Dear Family,
I am writing to you with some hard-to-believe news. It’s so hard to believe, that I’m choosing not to sign this letter or identify myself to you. I don’t want you to think I have any ulterior motive other than to relay what I feel I am being led to.Ever see the TV programs “Medium” or “Ghost Whisperer”? You might want to. A few years ago I developed the “gift” of communication with spirits (most times I struggle with considering it to be a “gift”). It is still in its infancy and certainly not fail-proof or as dramatic and distinct as what you see on TV.On Christmas Eve, I was “contacted” by Randy. I tried to ignore him as seems to be my habit. I told him to visit your family in dreams so that you would sense his desire to let you know he was fine. Seems he wants me to do a little more than that as he is back again today. Trust me…if possible, this is weirder for me than it is for you.My sense of his visitation is that your family is struggling with his loss this holiday as it is near the one-year anniversary of his death. He wants you to know that he is FINE…more than fine he is free, and healthy and whole and happy. He is with other family members (did both of your parents pass as well?). There is nothing anybody could have done to prevent his death, and he wishes that none of you would hold regrets, or guilt about anything. He is as close as you need him to be. I was told to contact ______ as she might be more open or may have already felt his presence and “wondered” if it was him.One thing I am being shown is that “Heaven” is not a lock-down. Some spirits remain earthbound if they have unfinished business, and even once they have crossed over, they are free to travel and visit when people need them too. Once they have crossed over, my sense is that they don’t need to return, but are called back by the needs of others still here. Randy gives the impression of one who has crossed over but was feeling called back during your time of pain and missing him to convey that his new life is wonderful and that he will see you all again on the other side.Be aware of and open to contact from him. It could be a sudden image of him, or a sudden warm feeling or thought that overtakes you. You can talk to him and he can communicate telepathically with you. He may even appear in your dreams as we are more open to such things in our sleep state. Your relationship with him is not over, it has simply changed forms.I know you only peripherally. I met Randy and other family members a few times, and members of my family knew Randy and members of your family…small town stuff. All I am is the messenger. I have no idea why but I’m trying to pass on what I sense during spirit visitations.May you all be richly blessed and may you come to know that Heaven is just a breath away and so are those who have passed before you. Randy sends his love.
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Thursday, April 26, 2012
Recipe: Irish Beef Stew
My son, who lives in L.A. found this recipe on the Epicurious website. He loved it so much, he encouraged me to make it. It was pretty darn good.
How does it differ from other stews? Well, I guess I would say it is more tomatoey in the base, a little sweeter, and the preparation is a bit different.
Most of the time, with stews, you brown the meat, and then dump all of the ingredients into a pot and simmer. With this recipe, the meat is browned, but then the broth base is made with the meat in one pot, while the veggies are browned in another pot. Then all is combined and simmered.
At the end of the recipe, I will include some variations/changes that I made when I made it. Both my son and I found that it didn't really work as written to try to brown the veggies in a big pot. Stuff on the bottom stuck, and the rest never browned. If you want it that way, you might have to use a giant skillet or something. I think it might give a richer flavor overall, but we sort of failed in that part of the recipe.
Irish Beef Stew
How does it differ from other stews? Well, I guess I would say it is more tomatoey in the base, a little sweeter, and the preparation is a bit different.
Most of the time, with stews, you brown the meat, and then dump all of the ingredients into a pot and simmer. With this recipe, the meat is browned, but then the broth base is made with the meat in one pot, while the veggies are browned in another pot. Then all is combined and simmered.
At the end of the recipe, I will include some variations/changes that I made when I made it. Both my son and I found that it didn't really work as written to try to brown the veggies in a big pot. Stuff on the bottom stuck, and the rest never browned. If you want it that way, you might have to use a giant skillet or something. I think it might give a richer flavor overall, but we sort of failed in that part of the recipe.
Irish Beef Stew
- 1/4 cup vegetable oil
- 1 1/4 pounds stew beef, cut into 1-inch pieces
- 6 large garlic cloves, minced
- 8 cups beef stock or canned beef broth
- 2 tablespoons tomato paste
- 1 tablespoon sugar
- 1 tablespoon dried thyme
- 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
- 2 bay leaves
- 2 tablespoons (1/4 stick) butter
- 3 pounds russet potatoes, peeled, cut into 1/2-inch pieces (about 7 cups)
- 1 large onion, chopped
- 2 cups 1/2-inch pieces peeled carrots
- 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley
Heat oil in heavy large pot over medium-high heat. Add beef and sauté until brown on all sides, about 5 minutes. Add garlic and sauté 1 minute. Add beef stock, tomato paste, sugar, thyme, Worcestershire sauce and bay leaves. Stir to combine. Bring mixture to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low, then cover and simmer 1 hour, stirring occasionally.
Meanwhile, melt butter in another large pot over medium heat. Add potatoes, onion and carrots. Sauté vegetables until golden, about 20 minutes. Add vegetables to beef stew. Simmer uncovered until vegetables and beef are very tender, about 40 minutes. Discard bay leaves. Tilt pan and spoon off fat. (Can be prepared up to 2 days ahead. Cool slightly. Refrigerate uncovered until cold, then cover and refrigerate. Bring to simmer before serving.) Transfer stew to serving bowl. Sprinkle with parsley and serve.
There it is...simmering away before being combined and simmered a bit more.
I did this a bit in reverse from the recipe. First I washed and cut everything up that would be used. Then I did the veggie part first. I did not use butter, I used olive oil. Once the veggies were as "browned" as it appeared they were going to be able to get in that stock pot on the left, I turned off the stove and put a lid on it to rest and steam with the left over heat in the pot while I did the meat/sauce part.
Variations (beyond using olive oil instead of butter) included tossing the stew meat in flour before browning it in oil. My husband isn't a soup fan, and this recipe is a bit soup-like vs thick. I wanted it thicker. I'm glad I did. I could have been even THICKER for our taste but flouring the meat before browning it helped. In addition, my husband doesn't like to primarily eat potatoes. Being Irish, this recipe is primarily potatoes with some carrots. So I added extra carrots, a couple of turnips, and a few parsnips (or "dirty carrots" as my husband calls them), and a few stalks of chunked celery. You can put any veggies in there that you like really. Since I didn't really need parsley for any other recipes that I was cooking this week, and the parsley in this recipe is for garnish only, I just skipped it. I can do that if I want to.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2012
A Letter to My Uncle
I found this letter from 2005. I wrote it to my paternal uncle as part of a "thank you" note for him sending me a small inheritance check after my grandmother died. Remember, also, that my father...my uncle's only brother, died in 1988. It gives you a little glimpse into how I try to go about sharing some of the spiritual experiences I've had if I think it might help someone with their grief.
I never did have a follow-up conversation with my uncle about this letter. He never asked questions, he never mentioned it. I can only hope that my going out on that vulnerable limb may have given him some comfort or some ability to be open enough to sense his loved ones who've passed on. I may never know. Mine is not a family who takes readily to "this stuff".
"...{regarding the check} I said in my head, “Thank you Grandma” and right away, the thought came “You’re welcome you little house-ape”…something she used to call me on occasion… That sort of thing…and others…happens a lot to me these days and I felt compelled to share this with you as you struggle with the loss of Dad, Grandma, Grandpa, and the pending loss of your beloved uncle.
You’re bound to think I’m a complete nut but I decided to share this anyway. Mom and my sister know about this and I’m totally comfortable with you discussing this with them too if you want to…just in case you think I need to go for a little rest at the crazy spa.
About a year ago (well, longer in many ways, but that’s another story), I began to be aware of spirits around me. At first…given family history, I assumed I was dealing with mental illness and went to a shrink, who of course, was only too eager to put me on medications, which I took for about 8 months. If anything, the experiences became more intense, and, to make it even more interesting, I began to get information about people that turned out to be verifiable…like, I might dream that one of my patients had died because they visited me in a dream, or mental vision and would go to work the next day to find out they had died. I began to also develop the ability to have some healing impact through my touch, and sometimes spirit relatives/friends of the person I was touching would give me their name or a message and it would turn out to be important, useful and healing information.
When I got your letter and check, I sensed a great pain in you, and then sensed the presence of Dad, Gram and Gramp (Dad visits me a lot, but not the grandparents so much) and they have been pestering me to write this letter. Right now I feel them around me, helping me.
There are SO many UNREAL stories and experiences that have happened to me in the past year or so that I could already write a book. At times I have been terrified and sure I was crazy. All of this flies in the face of what I have grown up with or allowed myself to believe…including reincarnation, and the ability of our souls to travel while we are still alive. In a search for answers, as you might imagine, I’ve met more than my share of what my sister would refer to as “crystal gripping hippies”, and some other people that seem as normal as anybody else, but they “see” or sense things. With my training, it has turned on its head, all I thought about mental illness and all I believe about the world, myself, heaven, God etc. I’m starting to sense when angels are present too.
My experience isn’t as dramatic, but if you ever get the chance, watch the new TV show, “The Medium”, and also check out the John Edward program called Crossing Over, or have you ever watched The Dead Zone? Sometimes objects give me images, or touching people does. I’m very underdeveloped compared to what you will see with these people, but it grows more everyday.
I have no idea why this is happening in my life now and I’m not totally sure what I am supposed to do about it, but I feel like God is leading me to be some sort of healer on some scale. I’m sort of feeling really “out there” and vulnerable with all of it, and lost as I struggle to find my way in what feels like somebody just reprogrammed my brain and said “you know everything you’ve learned so far in your life and any other lifetime? Well, forget it”. I’m shying away from job offers and really struggling financially as I try to trust what I think is God’s plan for my life. I’ve been in sort of a self-imposed, or other imposed inward retreat for a long time now. So much to process…so much happens every day.
My main point in baring what will look like schizophrenia, is that I have experienced that death is not the end, and that heaven is not some compartmentalized place that people can’t escape from. They can and do travel, visit, watch over us, help us, let us feel their presence. Sometimes the messages are subtle, and in my case, not so subtle. But I sense that the three of them want you to know they are around you and that you can connect with them. Talk to them. Sometimes their “voice” is as simple just a really fast answer in your head that you think is your own thought but might have a detail that you wouldn’t have thought of that quickly (like “you little house-ape”). I know you feel their loss intensely, and no, it won’t ever be the same, but it is still an ongoing relationship. The human (and animal) spirit is more fluid than most of us think and maybe part of heaven is going freely where you want to who you want.
I feel Dad a lot. One such incident was when I was in Yachats in August sitting on a rock watching distant whales with a tiny, compact set of binoculars of my husband's. Suddenly, I just felt him there on the rock with me. I hadn’t been thinking about him or anything. The in-my-head conversation went something like:Dad: “Wow, those binoculars are really cool (he loved technology and they didn’t make anything that small that I know of when he was living).”Me: “Here, you want to look?” (then, I looked around to be sure nobody was watching me, and with the string still around my neck, held the binoculars out to the side where I sensed him for him to “look through”).Dad: “That is really neat!” (“neat” something I don’t say, but he used to).Dad: “you know, I can actually swim with the whales and know what they do and why they do it, but still, these are really something”.Me: “I love you Dad”Dad: “I love you too”
Most of the time, these encounters are fleeting and short. At least at this point in time I don’t see spirits with my eyes or hear them with my ears. I see images in my head and the same with the words. I have a sneaking suspicion though, that as I plug in, seeing and hearing may come. More growth is happening than I can keep up with.
Maybe pay attention, because I think after this letter, you may hear from them in one way or another. I don’t know how, but what will go through your mind is “is that you?” It could be mental in thoughts or dreams, or physical in objects. I can’t even say how many times my computer has gone bonkers, or electronic equipment in my house has gone on or off, or at work walking by a sink and the faucet turns on. Spirits do stuff like that to get our attention..."
I never did have a follow-up conversation with my uncle about this letter. He never asked questions, he never mentioned it. I can only hope that my going out on that vulnerable limb may have given him some comfort or some ability to be open enough to sense his loved ones who've passed on. I may never know. Mine is not a family who takes readily to "this stuff".
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Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Book Review: Prodigal Summer by Barbara Kingsolver
Prodigal Summer by Barbara Kinsolver follows several community members over the course of a summer. It is divided into three main groups "Predators", "Moth Love", and "Old Chestnuts". In fact, the chapters are only titled by one of these recurring titles to distinguish whose story you are re-entering.
Old Chestnuts are the chapters that refer primarily to Garnett Walker and Nanny Land Rawley. Both are elderly and live on adjoining properties.
Garnett likes things the old-school way. He likes pesticides, strict propriety, the King James version of the Bible, traditional gender rolls. He takes comfort in the thought "this is the way it's always been done...this is how it's done." He's interested in developing a strong cross of resistent chestnut trees to repopulate the area where they once thrived.
Nanny Land Rawley is a liberated thinker. She's a Unitarian. She likes organic gardening. She has an apple orchard.
Garnet and Nanny share a property line. The dividing line between old school and "new age" and can they ever disagree! They have to find their balance, their truce, their zen-sweet-spot.
Moth Love are the chapters that pertain primarily to Lusa Maluf Landowski-Widener. She marries Cole Widnener and lives on the family farm property surrounded by all of his sisters and their families. Lusa is an entomologist who ends up on a farm because of her marriage to Cole. Cole primarily does things "old school" but has some glimmers of progressive thinking. The family is entrenched in how things are done. Lusa is a bit more progressive. This causes some rubs.
Predators are the chapters that pertain primarily to Deanna Wolfe and to a lesser degree Eddie Bondo. Deanna eschews life in proximity to people. She has a sweet deal that suits her lifestyle. She works for the Forest Service and lives in a cabin in the mountains above the town. She's very interested in the comeback of the coyote. She meets Eddie Bondo in the woods...he's a bit of a coyote bounty hunter. They have their clashes.
Those are the players and the settings. Each struggles with the old ways and new ways butting heads. Each struggles with the idea of balance, survival, and what is right and good. Each struggles with the inevitable cycles of life and all that goes with them.
There are these subplots, or what many would consider the main story line. But what I saw was an over-arching storyline about balance, change, and adaptation. The theme of inter connectivity and dependency on the links in the chain. All three story lines also converge and connect.
Barbara Kingsolver is one smart lady. I've read and reviewed her book Animal, Vegatable, Miracle (non-fiction). I think she's way smarter than I ever thought about being. I am ambivalent about how to describe if I liked or did not like this book. She is an absolute master of poetic descriptors. You can truly feel and "see" what she is describing and she has a way of touching your heart with the vulnerability of her characters.
On the other hand...I'm a linear thinker. I often get lost when it takes me half a book of flipping and alternating between multiple (OK ,3) story lines, that will eventually converge. While I'm reading one, I forget the other. It chops up my reading experience in a way that is uncomfortable for me. It fails to keep my interest until I'm about half way through the book. Certainly this is a common writing style, I'm just saying it's not one I warm to easily. Perhaps my short-term memory is just poor. I tend to enjoy linear stories with more meat than metaphor. I think Kingsolver might be a more abstract thinker who enjoys more metaphor over meat. I can't say then, that this is not a good book...I'm just aware of our differing styles. I think she's a genius, however. I often wonder at how authors can weave such complexities. It's truly admirable.
Pay attention to YOUR style of reading enjoyment. I would also say this is primarily targeted to middle aged women and beyond, but I can't know that for certain. It also seemed to be ripe with the overarching theme of "strong, thoughtful women". By the end, I wanted to know more...What happens to these characters that I finally began to remember? How did their stories turn out? I'm not sorry I read it, but I'm not sure she will go on my list of favorite authors. That being said...I have a copy of The Bean Trees to read eventually. Kingslover is perhaps best known for her bestselling book "The Poisonwood Bible" (which I have somehow managed to resist reading).
All I could remember from the term "Prodigal" was in reference to the Biblical parable of the "Prodigal Son"...I wasn't even sure I understood what "prodigal" meant. I thought, based on context, it meant "favored". Yeah, it can be embarrassing to have to admit that I don't know the meaning of some everyday words. Sometimes, you just have to bite the bullet and look things up. Prodigal, actually means lavish, profuse, extravagant, wasteful... so, I would be interested to know how she connected the title with the story in her mind. When I think of what the summer held for the characters, it would be "abundance". Abundant learning, abundant growth, abundant pain. "Profuse" might work.
Old Chestnuts are the chapters that refer primarily to Garnett Walker and Nanny Land Rawley. Both are elderly and live on adjoining properties.
Garnett likes things the old-school way. He likes pesticides, strict propriety, the King James version of the Bible, traditional gender rolls. He takes comfort in the thought "this is the way it's always been done...this is how it's done." He's interested in developing a strong cross of resistent chestnut trees to repopulate the area where they once thrived.
Nanny Land Rawley is a liberated thinker. She's a Unitarian. She likes organic gardening. She has an apple orchard.
Garnet and Nanny share a property line. The dividing line between old school and "new age" and can they ever disagree! They have to find their balance, their truce, their zen-sweet-spot.
Moth Love are the chapters that pertain primarily to Lusa Maluf Landowski-Widener. She marries Cole Widnener and lives on the family farm property surrounded by all of his sisters and their families. Lusa is an entomologist who ends up on a farm because of her marriage to Cole. Cole primarily does things "old school" but has some glimmers of progressive thinking. The family is entrenched in how things are done. Lusa is a bit more progressive. This causes some rubs.
Predators are the chapters that pertain primarily to Deanna Wolfe and to a lesser degree Eddie Bondo. Deanna eschews life in proximity to people. She has a sweet deal that suits her lifestyle. She works for the Forest Service and lives in a cabin in the mountains above the town. She's very interested in the comeback of the coyote. She meets Eddie Bondo in the woods...he's a bit of a coyote bounty hunter. They have their clashes.
Those are the players and the settings. Each struggles with the old ways and new ways butting heads. Each struggles with the idea of balance, survival, and what is right and good. Each struggles with the inevitable cycles of life and all that goes with them.
There are these subplots, or what many would consider the main story line. But what I saw was an over-arching storyline about balance, change, and adaptation. The theme of inter connectivity and dependency on the links in the chain. All three story lines also converge and connect.
Barbara Kingsolver is one smart lady. I've read and reviewed her book Animal, Vegatable, Miracle (non-fiction). I think she's way smarter than I ever thought about being. I am ambivalent about how to describe if I liked or did not like this book. She is an absolute master of poetic descriptors. You can truly feel and "see" what she is describing and she has a way of touching your heart with the vulnerability of her characters.
On the other hand...I'm a linear thinker. I often get lost when it takes me half a book of flipping and alternating between multiple (OK ,3) story lines, that will eventually converge. While I'm reading one, I forget the other. It chops up my reading experience in a way that is uncomfortable for me. It fails to keep my interest until I'm about half way through the book. Certainly this is a common writing style, I'm just saying it's not one I warm to easily. Perhaps my short-term memory is just poor. I tend to enjoy linear stories with more meat than metaphor. I think Kingsolver might be a more abstract thinker who enjoys more metaphor over meat. I can't say then, that this is not a good book...I'm just aware of our differing styles. I think she's a genius, however. I often wonder at how authors can weave such complexities. It's truly admirable.
Pay attention to YOUR style of reading enjoyment. I would also say this is primarily targeted to middle aged women and beyond, but I can't know that for certain. It also seemed to be ripe with the overarching theme of "strong, thoughtful women". By the end, I wanted to know more...What happens to these characters that I finally began to remember? How did their stories turn out? I'm not sorry I read it, but I'm not sure she will go on my list of favorite authors. That being said...I have a copy of The Bean Trees to read eventually. Kingslover is perhaps best known for her bestselling book "The Poisonwood Bible" (which I have somehow managed to resist reading).
All I could remember from the term "Prodigal" was in reference to the Biblical parable of the "Prodigal Son"...I wasn't even sure I understood what "prodigal" meant. I thought, based on context, it meant "favored". Yeah, it can be embarrassing to have to admit that I don't know the meaning of some everyday words. Sometimes, you just have to bite the bullet and look things up. Prodigal, actually means lavish, profuse, extravagant, wasteful... so, I would be interested to know how she connected the title with the story in her mind. When I think of what the summer held for the characters, it would be "abundance". Abundant learning, abundant growth, abundant pain. "Profuse" might work.
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Monday, April 23, 2012
Movie Review: Attack the Block
Sometimes we use the trailers on the DVDs we rent from Netflix to get idea on other movies we might want to see. When the trailer for Attack the Block (2011) ran, my husband said "that might be interesting." So I put it in my que.
From the previews, it looked a little bit like a British version of The Goonies, or Lost Boys, or maybe even ET. It appeared to have humor and corny alien action. Teen thugs against alien invasion.
It is described as a sci-fi, comedy, horror film. Don't get too excited for the comedy. There are two or three mildly amusing bits, but calling it a comedy is a stretch. As near as I can tell you, the premise is that a female alien falls to Earth, and this tough, early teen gang beats it to death and then hide it away in hopes of making money selling it on Ebay or to The Inquirer or something. Little do they know, that the one/ones who participated in killing it are now covered in the female's pheromone, and a band of male aliens lands to take revenge. Of COURSE, the kids must figure out a way to make it right and save the day.
After it arrived, I THEN decided to look up why it was rated R. I rather like the online IMBd Parent's Guide for its thorough descriptions of what is in a movie that a parent might find objectionable for their kids. They don't make a judgement about it, they simply state what's there and let you make up your mind. I often read them because *I'M* not mature enough to cope with many types of horror or graphic violence. You can just enter IMBd Parent's Guide for (fill in the blank of whatever movie you want to know about) in your search engine. After reading their description, I was nervous. Really nervous. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to handle the violence.
The list of gore and frightening sequences is long. There are mild sexual references, and lots of swearing, and drug use among young teens. I was more concerned for MYSELF about the graphic violence. As it turned out, I was glad I was prepared, and it wasn't as bad or realistic as I feared. The aliens are pretty lame. They look sort of like giant hairballs with mouths/teeth that glow. It was plenty violent and gory though. I think by most people's standards, the gore would be considered not very realistic, and more impressionistic that super graphic. It was PLENTY for me. It wasn't very scary...but there are certainly plenty of startle factor moments.
Bottom line, (and again, I'm a prude about what kids watch), I would NOT allow kids to see it. I'm sure they marketed it for young teens, but it sure isn't appropriate for them. On this one, I would stick to the rating guidelines that 17 is the recommended age (and supposedly, although not at all enforced, the age you must be to view it unless your parent is with you). Even in the preview below, they had to substitute quite a bit of language just so the preview would pass for general audience viewing.
So hubby thought it was entertaining, but challenges the idea that "Moses"...the lead thug, is transformed into a hero at the end. Moses creates the entire problem by killing the alien in the first place (just after mugging his neighbor) for no other reason than the fact that it scratched his face in defense mode. The fact that he's the one who realizes he created the problem and then risks all to solve it, hubby still feels is not reason enough to forgive all his past transgressions and turn him into hero-man. I can't argue with that.
Did I "like" it? No, not really. But it was something different, it wasn't boring, and I survived the violence. The accents (if you're American) can make it hard to understand the dialogue at times. I always think too much like the protective parent that I am. It bugs me when movies like this are rated R, but clearly are targeted to preteens and teens. There's nothing about it that a kid or teen needs to see. Oh sure they'll think so...but I don't agree. Let kids be kids. Or market to adults. Pick on, you can't have everyone. It could have been a preteen flick, rated PG-13 if they removed all the drugs, the swearing, the sexual references, the gore and included more transformative lessons for the gang about how crime doesn't pay.
From the previews, it looked a little bit like a British version of The Goonies, or Lost Boys, or maybe even ET. It appeared to have humor and corny alien action. Teen thugs against alien invasion.
It is described as a sci-fi, comedy, horror film. Don't get too excited for the comedy. There are two or three mildly amusing bits, but calling it a comedy is a stretch. As near as I can tell you, the premise is that a female alien falls to Earth, and this tough, early teen gang beats it to death and then hide it away in hopes of making money selling it on Ebay or to The Inquirer or something. Little do they know, that the one/ones who participated in killing it are now covered in the female's pheromone, and a band of male aliens lands to take revenge. Of COURSE, the kids must figure out a way to make it right and save the day.
After it arrived, I THEN decided to look up why it was rated R. I rather like the online IMBd Parent's Guide for its thorough descriptions of what is in a movie that a parent might find objectionable for their kids. They don't make a judgement about it, they simply state what's there and let you make up your mind. I often read them because *I'M* not mature enough to cope with many types of horror or graphic violence. You can just enter IMBd Parent's Guide for (fill in the blank of whatever movie you want to know about) in your search engine. After reading their description, I was nervous. Really nervous. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to handle the violence.
The list of gore and frightening sequences is long. There are mild sexual references, and lots of swearing, and drug use among young teens. I was more concerned for MYSELF about the graphic violence. As it turned out, I was glad I was prepared, and it wasn't as bad or realistic as I feared. The aliens are pretty lame. They look sort of like giant hairballs with mouths/teeth that glow. It was plenty violent and gory though. I think by most people's standards, the gore would be considered not very realistic, and more impressionistic that super graphic. It was PLENTY for me. It wasn't very scary...but there are certainly plenty of startle factor moments.
Bottom line, (and again, I'm a prude about what kids watch), I would NOT allow kids to see it. I'm sure they marketed it for young teens, but it sure isn't appropriate for them. On this one, I would stick to the rating guidelines that 17 is the recommended age (and supposedly, although not at all enforced, the age you must be to view it unless your parent is with you). Even in the preview below, they had to substitute quite a bit of language just so the preview would pass for general audience viewing.
So hubby thought it was entertaining, but challenges the idea that "Moses"...the lead thug, is transformed into a hero at the end. Moses creates the entire problem by killing the alien in the first place (just after mugging his neighbor) for no other reason than the fact that it scratched his face in defense mode. The fact that he's the one who realizes he created the problem and then risks all to solve it, hubby still feels is not reason enough to forgive all his past transgressions and turn him into hero-man. I can't argue with that.
Did I "like" it? No, not really. But it was something different, it wasn't boring, and I survived the violence. The accents (if you're American) can make it hard to understand the dialogue at times. I always think too much like the protective parent that I am. It bugs me when movies like this are rated R, but clearly are targeted to preteens and teens. There's nothing about it that a kid or teen needs to see. Oh sure they'll think so...but I don't agree. Let kids be kids. Or market to adults. Pick on, you can't have everyone. It could have been a preteen flick, rated PG-13 if they removed all the drugs, the swearing, the sexual references, the gore and included more transformative lessons for the gang about how crime doesn't pay.
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Sunday, April 22, 2012
What is Tempeh? Recipe: Vegetarian Tempeh Hash
Looks odd, sounds gross, but ya know what? It doesn't suck!
I've tried, Lord knows I've tried, but I have had a very hard time warming up to Tempeh. If you don't know what Tempeh is, it is fermented soybean curd. I know, right? Even that description makes a person want to blow chunks.
Asian cultures eat this, and tofu a lot. I think I read that it originated in Indonesia. I'm told that Tempeh is more easily digestible for some who have trouble with GI upset or distress from eating tofu. It is a healthy, lean protein source. It often comes frozen, but may come in the refrigerated section. Look for organic, and product of USA to be as sure as one can be these days, that it is not from GMO soybeans, and has been monitored for pesticide application and organic growing practices. It may come in any shaped brick, but looks like this image. Yes, it may have black edges that look moldy. I was horrified the first time I saw this...but was told by everyone I know who cooks with it that this is normal and usual. Uggh, right?
It may come in a box or a tightly vacuum sealed plastic package. Even in the box, there is a tightly sealed vacuum package. It freezes well, and it often comes marinated or seasoned in many flavors.
Honestly, to me, everything I've made with it (going with recipes online), I didn't like. I think, like Seitan (a wheat-based protein "fake meat"), I just don't like it. I've gotten to where in some recipes, I enjoy tofu...so who knows...in time, this could grow on me too.
So, when I came across this recipe on VegWeb AND realized I had two more packages of Tempeh in the freezer to "unload", I thought I would try again.
I really liked this recipe. Better yet, so did my non-vegetarian, non-soy-product-eating (yet oh-so handsome and wonderful) husband. That's an endorsement!
Being skeptical, I made sure that where the recipe says to crumble the Tempeh, I most certainly did....to small kernals not much bigger than large cottage cheese. In the photo at the top of the page, you can see that theirs is much chunkier. My prince doesn't like Kale either, so I used a bit less and I chopped it so it was more like small green flecks. It calls for 1/2 onion, but I hate saving onions in the fridge so I used a whole small one. It calls for raw pumpkin seeds and I didn't feel like buying any so I finely chopped an equal amount of raw cashews that I had on hand. This recipe uses only healthy oils (toasted sesame and olive oil)....I used toasted sesame oil and avocado oil. It doesn't matter as long as it's a good quality oil, preferably organic. It's high in protein and has those healthy fats. If you don't want to sully the health factor by using frozen has browns (that may have preservative in them and may be GMO potatoes), just grate your own firm boiled potatoes. I was lazy this time, so I used the store-bought poison kind :-)
It says to cook for 20-30 minutes. I didn't want it at all mushy...so I went for closer to 40-45 minutes checking it frequently and turning and tossing it around a few times to get it good and crunchy. We ate ours with fried eggs (and OK, some non-cured, non-nitrate bacon...so sue me). I liked it well enough that I may use it to "unload" my final pkg of tempeh and the leftover bag of "poison" hashbrowns.
I line my cookie sheet with foil for easier clean up later. This recipe is super easy because you combine all of the ingredients in a large bowl, toss it like a salad, dump it onto the cookie sheet and bake...viola..no fancy schmancy stuff.
Oh, and if you are not familiar with nutritional yeast, it's not the bread making kind. You'll probably have to locate it in a health food store. Our health food store has it in bulk bins in both powdered and flaked form.
Those were my modifications...and here's the recipe:
Tempeh Breakfast Hash
Ingredients:
16 ounces tempeh, crumbled
1/2 cup onion, chopped
3 garlic cloves, roughly chopped
1/2 cup kale, chopped or shredded
2 cups potato, shredded (I use frozen hash browns)
1/4 cup raw pumpkin seeds, chopped
1/4 cup nutritional yeast
2 tablespoons roasted sesame seed oil
2 tablespoons olive oil
3 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley
salt and pepper, to taste
paprika, to taste
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine all ingredients except paprika into a bowl and stir until everything is well coated in oil. You can add water or more oil as needed.
3. Lay out on cookie sheet or shallow, wide dish (for crispiness). If the dish is too deep, the top will brown and the rest will simply cook.
2. Dust with paprika and bake for about 20-30 minutes, or until browned.
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Saturday, April 21, 2012
Book Review: Before I Say Good-Bye by Mary Higgins Clark
Before I Say Good-Bye, (2000, and adapted to a made for TV movie in 2004), by Mary Higgins Clark, is a suspense/thriller/mystery...low on violence, zero sex, just a good, old-fashioned mystery to be solved.
Nell is getting ready to run for congressional office...which suddenly makes her husband of three years, Adam, extremely cranky. The day after they argue, an explosion occurs on his boat where he and a few other business associates are having a meeting.
What happened? Who is responsible? Is everyone who they say they are? Well, of course they aren't...otherwise there would be no mystery, right?
I really enjoy the writing of Mary Higgins Clark and have read many of her books (as well as those by her daughter, Carol Higgins Clark, and her former daughter-in-law, Mary Jane Clark).
I also really enjoy the supernatural undercurrent throughout this book. You KNOW I like that stuff!! Is it a superb book that I couldn't put down and that I will keep thinking about? No. Just an entertaining read on a rainy day. Nothing wrong with that.
This YouTube clip from the made for TV movie makes the movie look super cheesy. It's not a clear or good quality audio either but it's the only one I could find.
Nell is getting ready to run for congressional office...which suddenly makes her husband of three years, Adam, extremely cranky. The day after they argue, an explosion occurs on his boat where he and a few other business associates are having a meeting.
What happened? Who is responsible? Is everyone who they say they are? Well, of course they aren't...otherwise there would be no mystery, right?
I really enjoy the writing of Mary Higgins Clark and have read many of her books (as well as those by her daughter, Carol Higgins Clark, and her former daughter-in-law, Mary Jane Clark).
I also really enjoy the supernatural undercurrent throughout this book. You KNOW I like that stuff!! Is it a superb book that I couldn't put down and that I will keep thinking about? No. Just an entertaining read on a rainy day. Nothing wrong with that.
This YouTube clip from the made for TV movie makes the movie look super cheesy. It's not a clear or good quality audio either but it's the only one I could find.
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Friday, April 20, 2012
Movie Review: The Secret of Moonacre
The Secret of Moonacre is a children's fantasy movie where there are two dimensions taking place simultaneously, the fantasy and the reality, the past and the present.
I'm going to have to admit to a bit of ignorance on the story line and ending. I had a headache the evening we watched it, and I fell asleep about 2/3 into it.
My guess is...they all lived happily ever after and the feud was ended, pride was put aside, and the magic pearls were put to their proper use.
As for story line, these movies always have a quest and a problem to be overcome, which often involves a mini lesson on some human frailty; in this case, stubborn pride and vengeance as well as the hunger for power and wealth, even if it means everybody loses.
The movie is a film adaptation of the book by Elizabeth Goudge called The Little White Horse. It was directed by the same director of Bridge to Terabithia, Gabor Csupo. It has the fantasy flavor of Bridge to Terabithia, Willow, Labyrinth, Never Ending Story, and the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe series.
Even though I can't really judge fairly, given that I fell asleep, I enjoyed it. I often enjoy the costumes, and the sets of fantasy films most...often more than the storyline, which are often repetitious and predictable. If you like the aforementioned movies, you may enjoy this one too. Plus it's actually safe to watch with your kids.
I'm going to have to admit to a bit of ignorance on the story line and ending. I had a headache the evening we watched it, and I fell asleep about 2/3 into it.
My guess is...they all lived happily ever after and the feud was ended, pride was put aside, and the magic pearls were put to their proper use.
As for story line, these movies always have a quest and a problem to be overcome, which often involves a mini lesson on some human frailty; in this case, stubborn pride and vengeance as well as the hunger for power and wealth, even if it means everybody loses.
The movie is a film adaptation of the book by Elizabeth Goudge called The Little White Horse. It was directed by the same director of Bridge to Terabithia, Gabor Csupo. It has the fantasy flavor of Bridge to Terabithia, Willow, Labyrinth, Never Ending Story, and the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe series.
Even though I can't really judge fairly, given that I fell asleep, I enjoyed it. I often enjoy the costumes, and the sets of fantasy films most...often more than the storyline, which are often repetitious and predictable. If you like the aforementioned movies, you may enjoy this one too. Plus it's actually safe to watch with your kids.
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Thursday, April 19, 2012
Psychic Vision; Jaime Gustovson; Artist and the pecking crow
This letter will be fairly self explanatory. It was written in 2005 to an artist by the name of Jaime Gustavson. I had thoughts/visions, and the very next say saw her images of crows in the newspaper...so I wrote to her. I know she responded via email, but I don't recall or didn't save her response. If I recall, the specific vision didn't mean anything to her, but she was intrigued nonetheless, and didn't discount it. She knew that birds were often seen as messengers. She thanked me for my contact. The image to the right is not one of her images, it's just a stock Google image. I was not able to find any images of her crows to share with you, but they are stunning.
I find this rather fascinating. At the time, I didn't examine my dreams all that closely, and I was very frightened of my emerging psychic intuition. Let me look a little closer at this dream from my perspective today and where I have traveled to up until now:
If I visit my handy-dandy The Dream Book by Betty Bethards:
Nest = desire for family life, relationships, home base; safe place within the self. Need for own space. Incubation period, resting place, before new creative ideas emerge.
Egg = closed in; living in a limited reality. seed of new life, ready to open. used humorously, you laid an egg, re-evaluate and clean up your act. (in this case it was an egg within an egg)
Bird (crow) = Spiritual freedom; ability to soar to higher awareness. Freedom from material ties.
It's weird how uncannily accurate this seems, even this many years later, and then, I just couldn't really see it. I was in such a struggle to try to keep my preconcieved, enculturated religious ideas alive, and I swear I was metaphorically trying to keep God in a box or a cage...to keep the binding on the old ideas and fight the new ones that were coming in. This crow brought me the message of awakening, and it was not leaving until it got it's point across...even if it had to peck me to death to wake me up to it. God is bigger than any book, any church, any set of ideas, any religion, any experience, ANY attempt to cage or keep small.
That the egg was double, is that I was fighting this rebirth SUPER hard. Need for own space? Holy crow (pun intended)! I had just lauched a special needs young adult into the world and graduated from college and then grad school...I'll say I had a need for my own space...and how!
The other caged animals represent more of my firm ideas about things, about life about spirituality...they are soft and furry which represents to me that they are familiar and comfortable to me...my way of not thinking outside the box (or cage as the case may be), and that the crow in an ajoining cage is pecking at them too, represents my inner struggle to integrate all the beliefs and facets of myself. I'm STILL doing this...maybe I will ALWAYS be doing this.
How this may fit with Jaime, I have no idea. Only she would know that. Maybe she was working with similar themes in 2005. Maybe my guides brought her images to me exactly when I needed to see them to cement the idea and message I was only partially able to receive. Life is a mystery. "god" is a mystery. Spirituality is a mystery.
And Betty Bethards? Hats off to you girl! You are an inspired and intuitive woman to have put together such a useful dream analysis guide. It fits more than any other guide I've encountered.
February 12, 2005
Hi Jaime,
I decided to write to you because I am interested in what the symbolism of Ravens/Crows (I confess, I don't know the difference) means to you.
I found it really interesting that the night before, or early the morning of the day the Observer presented a view of some of your pieces, I had a dream about a crow/raven. To my knowledge, I haven't dreamed of them before.
In it, I saw a little blue robin's egg...one that I have sitting in a nest in my house from last summer. The egg opens and from it comes a really big, sort of ugly, slimy egg. Then that opens and a wet, fully-grown crow/raven emerges. The dream seems short and is pretty much focused on this bird biting me repeatedly (not pecking, but snapping). It doesn't really hurt; it is just a constant attack. I keep trying to contain it. To hold on to it. It keeps trying to go into small places, like pipes and such and I keep grabbing it and pulling it back out. Eventually, I put it in a cage...and for some reason I have two other animals in cages and so those two must share to make a space for the crow/raven. They are some sort of small furry mammals but I don't know what. The crow/raven tries to bite at them through the adjoining cage. That's about it. I wake up wondering what it was about.
Then, later in the day, I have the thought "Why was I trying to hold onto it? Why didn't I just open the door and let it fly away, or kick it out?"
Then, that evening, about 7, I saw the paper and the images of the crows/ravens being held in hands and also looking bound. It seemed like an odd coincidence.
So....I just thought I would try to shed more light on it and get your perspective of these birds. I've heard they are messengers and very wise. That's about all I know.
I also tend at times to have prophetic dreams, or dreams containing messages for others...that's another reason I thought I would share it...in case it means something for you. It wouldn’t take rocket science to know that all of us, have something we are hanging onto that isn’t healthy for us, something we need to let go of, set free…relationships, habits, any number of things. I can apply this dream easily to my life, but since there seemed to be something that connected you to it through timing and your art, I thought I would share it for you to consider in reference to your life.
Thanks for your time and any input you feel like sharing. If you want to talk about this further, feel free to call me.
I find this rather fascinating. At the time, I didn't examine my dreams all that closely, and I was very frightened of my emerging psychic intuition. Let me look a little closer at this dream from my perspective today and where I have traveled to up until now:
If I visit my handy-dandy The Dream Book by Betty Bethards:
Nest = desire for family life, relationships, home base; safe place within the self. Need for own space. Incubation period, resting place, before new creative ideas emerge.
Egg = closed in; living in a limited reality. seed of new life, ready to open. used humorously, you laid an egg, re-evaluate and clean up your act. (in this case it was an egg within an egg)
Bird (crow) = Spiritual freedom; ability to soar to higher awareness. Freedom from material ties.
It's weird how uncannily accurate this seems, even this many years later, and then, I just couldn't really see it. I was in such a struggle to try to keep my preconcieved, enculturated religious ideas alive, and I swear I was metaphorically trying to keep God in a box or a cage...to keep the binding on the old ideas and fight the new ones that were coming in. This crow brought me the message of awakening, and it was not leaving until it got it's point across...even if it had to peck me to death to wake me up to it. God is bigger than any book, any church, any set of ideas, any religion, any experience, ANY attempt to cage or keep small.
That the egg was double, is that I was fighting this rebirth SUPER hard. Need for own space? Holy crow (pun intended)! I had just lauched a special needs young adult into the world and graduated from college and then grad school...I'll say I had a need for my own space...and how!
The other caged animals represent more of my firm ideas about things, about life about spirituality...they are soft and furry which represents to me that they are familiar and comfortable to me...my way of not thinking outside the box (or cage as the case may be), and that the crow in an ajoining cage is pecking at them too, represents my inner struggle to integrate all the beliefs and facets of myself. I'm STILL doing this...maybe I will ALWAYS be doing this.
How this may fit with Jaime, I have no idea. Only she would know that. Maybe she was working with similar themes in 2005. Maybe my guides brought her images to me exactly when I needed to see them to cement the idea and message I was only partially able to receive. Life is a mystery. "god" is a mystery. Spirituality is a mystery.
And Betty Bethards? Hats off to you girl! You are an inspired and intuitive woman to have put together such a useful dream analysis guide. It fits more than any other guide I've encountered.
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Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Our Garden Project Marathon
We've been trying to eat better, and eating better costs money. It's also hard to find affordable produce even at the local farmer's market (which has a pretty short season around here). I was thinking we should try our hand at growing our own. Enter...the garden project marathon.
Anybody who said raising your own veggies is cheaper...didn't make raised beds. Kneeling to garden is getting a little harder each year on my aging knees. So I figured, if we're gonna do this thing, let's think with an eye towards our aging future and make raised beds.
We have deer in our yard every night...they eat EVERYTHING (except what I've learned that they don't like...I plant more of that). We have lots of squirrels, the occasional raccoon, and by the smell of it...the odd skunk. Birds galore and more tiny slugs than a yard should have (why don't all the frogs I have eat slugs?). So we have to make this thing as close to Fort Knox as we can.
We almost never use our back yard for much of anything. I have plant/flower beds around the perimeter of the house and property and in the small back yard, it is a hot spot. We struggle all summer to keep grass alive back there. Hmmm, a sunny hot spot. Hmmmm, grass that doesn't want to live anyway. Hmmmm, a garden project. Ding, ding, ding! We have a winner. Then we had to determine how much is in shade part of the day and how much room we need to still move around and mow. That narrowed it down to about a 16x16 foot square. Round figures, and a square will make building easier later...trust me. And I don't know how to build ANYTHING. My husband doesn't build much but is willing to try. Gotta love him for that!
We walked around and thought and planned. Raised beds...and we have to enclose it somehow. Fencing is gonna be too expensive, especially since deer can easily hop 6 foot fences and higher and we have deer in our yard nightly. So we thought and planned and paced it off and talked and dreamed and wondered. And I purchased some blueberry, and raspberry plants and put them in pots. That was LAST spring/summer. Sweet Baboo spent time with measurements, and drawings of my ideas, and priced lumber. HOLY CRAP lumber is expensive!! We were going to go with cedar since we wanted non-treated wood (we want to go as organic as we can muster and afford). That was going to cost nearly $1,000 for the lumber alone! So we put it off.
This is how far we got last year:
It begins with an idea. To build an enclosed garden space, approx 16x16 with raised beds and a 3 tiered center square. July 24th 2011, we measure and mark the space. We just used outdoor spray paint to mark the design on the grass.
A different view. July 30, 2011
And there is my Sweet Baboo in the waning light.
July 30, 2011.
This is the center. The dashed line represents where the three-tiered, stacked center feature will be.
July 30, 2011
July 30, 2011 Hubby hacks a perimeter trench with a polaski and mows the center super snub-short. He's transferred the design and measurements to a paper drawing....our blueprint of sorts. We've never done this before and don't know the "right" way.
He rents a sod cutter to cut out the sod...only the sod buster....busted. Chain broke...so one pass is as far as he got. We'll have to wait until it is fixed and rent it again. July 30, 2011.
August 11, 2011 the broken sod cutter is finally fixed. So we rent it again. And this time I ran the hose off and on so the ground is only sort of like a rock. We have super nasty clay soil. The earth worms have huge biceps. He gets all the sod cut out, rolled up and moved. We rented the sod buster from Bronson Lumber in La Grande, OR. They had the better local price.
August 11, 2011 Oooooh, Ahhhhh...can't you just see the raised beds developing? And can you tell how clay-y that soil is? It's SLICK.
August 13, 2011. Hubby dug and hacked all day to try to even out the plot's high-low spots to try to level it before we build boxes. He also researched the lumber he wants and it isn't available locally. You can see the arbor we bought at a yard sale for $20 bucks today up against the fence.
You may not be able to tell, but the ground slants on a hill toward the garage and he was trying his best to make it as level as possible. No power tools baby, just his two hands. We're trying to do this project as economically as possible...given that it's gonna be expensive no matter what.
4-15-12 The gate gets built (and what a beauty it is) and the chicken wire is completed around the perimeter. We still have to put chicken wire over the top and add more chips to the paths.
We had some old plywood laying around so Hubby made the gate out of that. It could warp in weather and not do so well, but the price was right so we thought we would see what happens. He cut "windows" in the gate to lighten the weight which we stapled a firmer, denser meshed wire over. This was a remnant of wire we had on hand from something we cut for the top of our guinea pig cage many years ago. It worked well.
We got the hardware (hinges, hooks) and such from our local Ace Hardware in La Grande.
We ran out of staples for stapling the chicken wire so I made a run to our local Bi Mart for more staples.
We also made a run to our local Dollar Tree store to see what I could come up with to decorate the gate. I was also looking for some cheap wind chimes. I found and bought three bamboo wind chimes (they aren't hung yet...that won't happen until after we figure out how we're gonna string chicken wire over the entire top of that span with just the two of us).
The sun and the moon that you see ($1 each) are painted metal wall hangings I found there. The Lady Bug, Bee, and House/Flower ($1 each) were unfinished, chintzy wall hangings on ribbons. I tore the staple/ribbons off, and with permanent colored Sharpies, I "painted" them...or more like, colored them. Then Hubby drilled a hole him them and screwed them to the door. The black lettering I'll show in the next photo.
Here you can see that smaller weave wire mesh. The lettering was another tidbit I picked up at the Dollar Tree ($1). It is an interior, wall art decal. We were trying to find one appropriate to the garden project in their collection. I think Hubby found the winner!
I have no idea if it will adhere for any length of time, or if the colors will run on those other decorations. It's all a grand experiment on a budget. It's raining like crazy today (4-16-12), so time will tell.
So...hmmm, let's see...we are down to needing to string that chicken wire over the top and staple it down, get more wood chips for the paths, and then begin to map out where we will plant things. I have a lot of seeds already, a few more on order, and live plants coming the end of May. We'll also need to put wood chips all over in our other flower beds too. We're on target!
I'll add to this post as the season progresses. I have no idea how to grow anything. But then, Hubby had no idea how to build anything either, and I think he's done a DARN FINE JOB. I love this little garden space! Hopefully, near the end he can give you a guestimate of the total cost we've put into it. I will tell you, that if you go with cedar, you can easily plan to double anything we spent. That's why we opted for pine that won't weather nearly as well. It was either that or not be able to afford to do it a at all. As it is, we've had to build this in increments as we could afford materials.
We also plan to utilize some old vinyl rain gutters for some gutter gardening. We're not sure yet how we will mount them in the new garden space but will post it as it happens. This is a great link to help you build gutter gardens and what types of shallow root plants will grow well in them.
I'm going to give you a list of what I have slated to plant in the space. I have no idea where I will fit it, or IF I will fit it all in. There may be only a single plant of some things. You'll have to follow along to find out if we manage to cram it all into the gardening space we've created. Forgive me if I misspell stuff...that's how I roll.
Giant Blueberry
KA-Bluey Blueberry
Tri Star Strawberries (about 25 plants, plus a few wild varieties and a couple left over from last year)
Goji Berries (2 plants)
Nasturtiams (2 varieties)
Marigolds (2 varieties)
Amaranth (2 varieties)
Golden Sentinel Columnar Apple
Scarlet Sentinel Columnar Apple
Oregon Blue Garlic
Royal Burgandy Bush Beans
Red Noodle Pole Beans
Luscious Organic Corn
Chioggia Beet
Touchstone Gold Beet
White Satin Carrot
Purple Haze Carrot
Atomic Red Carrot
Mexican Sour Gherkin Mini Cucumber
Superschmelz Kohlrabi
Redbor Kale
Winter Red Kale
Lil Loupe Melon (mini cantaloupe)
Malabar Spinach
Organic All Blue potatoes
Organic Cranberry Red potatoes
Organic Kennebec White potatoes
Organic Russett Potatoes
Milestone Onions (sweet)
Walla Walla Onions (sweet)
Super Sugar Snap Peas
Cobham Impv Marrow Parsnip
Patio Star Summer Squash (zucchini)
Bright Lights Swiss Chard
Magenta Sunset Swiss Chard
Golden Ball Turnip
Petite Treat Watermelon (mini)
Wild Garden Mix Lettuce
Casper Egg Plant
Nubia Egg Plant
Gourmet Sweet Peppers (orange)
Wonder Bell Sweet Peppers (Red)
Oregon Spring Tomatoes
Pineapple Tomatoes
Indigo Rose Tomatoes
Orange Paruche Tomatoes
Organic Leeks
Organic Basil
Butternut Squash
Organic Dill
To the best of our ability, plants and seeds will be either organic or non GMO. To the best of our ability, anything that vines or spreads we will attempt to train upwards vertically with supports.
4-19-12: I went out today in between rain showers and did my best to generally measure off and mark (with a sharpie), square foot plots within the garden area. If my math is even close, minus what is already planted, I should have around 100 one foot squares available for planting.
I got a little composition book and did some rough sketches of the plot and measurements (and when I say rough, I mean rough...as in, I'm not showing you my sketches). Next I think I will sketch out each section so I have more room to write and visualize what to plant and how many plants will fit per square foot. I went through the seed/plant catalog and cut out the photo and the description of the items I purchased/hope to plant. I will paste them into my book too, one or two per page leaving space so I can write about how it planted, when I planted it, how long to harvest HERE, how well it produced, what it tasted like etc. That will help me know if I want to replant it next year, or skip it.
I think I will take some Post It Flags, and write the name of each plant on them. Then I can manipulate them in my scale model on paper to plot things where I might want them. If I change my mind, I can pick up the flag and plot it elsewhere.
I ordered some of the transplants and they should arrive in late May.
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We are so close to done we can call it that. We got the "lid" or roof enclosed with wire and put a bunch more wood chips in the path. We got those chips from the recycle center. A truck load was around $5. What we didn't use in the garden paths we put on the flower beds. I don't recommend these chips as mulch on edibles. They are pretty rough and heaven knows what the various wood has been treated with. There is old paneling, you'll find some nails, some styrofoam and bits of plastic and paper and the chunks vary in size from small fine dust to chunks as long as a foot and a couple inches around. It makes good mulch for non edibles. No, it's not as pretty as the kind in the bag, but for $5 a truck load, I'm not going to complain too much.
You might not be able to really tell much difference between this view and the last one but trust me, we did more work today! I also got Sweet Baboo to hang the aforementioned wind chimes. It's so peaceful in there it's hard to explain. I can only imagine how it will feel with flowers, food and color!
Oh, and I also planted a whole bunch of seeds! Can you almost just see the plants? This is what hope looks like....or a tiny mouse cemetery.
I still have some bedding plants to arrive, and I need to be sure it's truly, for real in the warm season before I plant the nasturtiums, basil, corn and a few other bits and bobs. I was afraid with all of my lofty plans, I wouldn't have enough space...but I have quite a bit of space left. This is more than ample space for our needs. I LOVE IT!
May 6, 2012. These are the shorter pieces of recycled gutter he hung. I have planted two types of kale in the larger top one, basil and a lettuce mix in the lower one, Magenta Sunset Swiss Chard in the upper small one, and Bright Lights Swiss Chard in the lower small one. They have some teensy sprouts happening.
May 6, 2012. This is one of two longer gutter gardens he hung for me. I think the link to how to make them is above. We didn't follow the instructions to the letter. Basically, drill drain holes, and hang them up with gutter clips (you might have to buy end caps). If the lengths of gutter are long, like these, a center support will help keep it from sagging with the weight of dirt, plants and water. I ended up planting pansies and lobelia in the two long gardens.
May 6 2012. We are painstakingly cutting and tying tinsel stuff to the chicken wire...ALL over it in the hopes it will keep the small birds spooked away. I'll let you know how it works out. It might take me another year to tie them all on! It looks sort of pretty when the breeze blows them, they sparkle. I bet when we're done you can see the garden from Mars! I read where it is thought that birds associate the sparkly things flying in the breeze with fire or at the very least, some sort of danger. Given the berries I hope to grow in there, they will be in SERIOUS danger if they eat them.
May 6, 2012. This is what we are tying on. Since it isn't Christmas, I couldn't find Christmas tinsel. Gardening catalogs sell some stuff like this but it's expensive. I found this at the dollar store. I bought about three pkgs. I hope that's enough. The tinsel is in a big wad since it is intended to be filler in gift bags, but it works fine and is super inexpensive. So far, none of them have come untied so I hope they last once we finally make our way around the entire project.
He's sneaky. I didn't know he took this photo. There I am, planting and watering in my therapy cubicle.
It might be hard to tell what these are. Are you familiar with the older model Rubbermaid hose carts? I had two of them that were super old and falling apart and leaking. Before breaking them up to put in the garbage, I snapped off these little buckets from the handle area. It's where the sprinkler heads were stored on the hose cart.
Hubby screwed them into place on each side of one of the garden tiers and I have planted marigold and radish seeds in them both. In the photo above you can sorta see one of them for size perspective. I love repurposing!
This is the garden door with the newest edition showing through. For my birthday, my gal pal, "Thelma" bought me a cement Buddha statue. I was wanting one to line up with the door as a sentinel to the garden. I keep adding decorative effects as things show up. I think that's what gives it such a peaceful energy...that and the love we put into it. My 80-something year old neighbor said she will come and give my garden a blessing. How sweet is that??!
Ahhh, isn't that peaceful? Gently sitting watch over the pansies I need to plant in those gutter gardens.
May 11, 2012 Pansies and lobelia planted in one of the gutter gardens.
May 23, 2012. It's raining and 48 freaking degrees today. It's also my son's 28th Birthday and I miss him. That aside, can you see that some little sproutlets are starting to happen here and there??
My son, who lives in Los Angeles, found this in some left over "free stuff" from a yard sale. He has a vision of how to fix it up for my garden. We thought it would look good outside the garden gate, sort of like a mailbox near a front door. We could either prop the lid open and keep plants in it, or trail some fake ivy from it and use the box to store garden tools in. I'm excited. Hard to wait. But wait I must. This is May 2012. We'll see how long it takes.
Starting to fill in with goodness. This is a shot from above. July 1, 2012
Anybody who said raising your own veggies is cheaper...didn't make raised beds. Kneeling to garden is getting a little harder each year on my aging knees. So I figured, if we're gonna do this thing, let's think with an eye towards our aging future and make raised beds.
We have deer in our yard every night...they eat EVERYTHING (except what I've learned that they don't like...I plant more of that). We have lots of squirrels, the occasional raccoon, and by the smell of it...the odd skunk. Birds galore and more tiny slugs than a yard should have (why don't all the frogs I have eat slugs?). So we have to make this thing as close to Fort Knox as we can.
We almost never use our back yard for much of anything. I have plant/flower beds around the perimeter of the house and property and in the small back yard, it is a hot spot. We struggle all summer to keep grass alive back there. Hmmm, a sunny hot spot. Hmmmm, grass that doesn't want to live anyway. Hmmmm, a garden project. Ding, ding, ding! We have a winner. Then we had to determine how much is in shade part of the day and how much room we need to still move around and mow. That narrowed it down to about a 16x16 foot square. Round figures, and a square will make building easier later...trust me. And I don't know how to build ANYTHING. My husband doesn't build much but is willing to try. Gotta love him for that!
We walked around and thought and planned. Raised beds...and we have to enclose it somehow. Fencing is gonna be too expensive, especially since deer can easily hop 6 foot fences and higher and we have deer in our yard nightly. So we thought and planned and paced it off and talked and dreamed and wondered. And I purchased some blueberry, and raspberry plants and put them in pots. That was LAST spring/summer. Sweet Baboo spent time with measurements, and drawings of my ideas, and priced lumber. HOLY CRAP lumber is expensive!! We were going to go with cedar since we wanted non-treated wood (we want to go as organic as we can muster and afford). That was going to cost nearly $1,000 for the lumber alone! So we put it off.
This is how far we got last year:
It begins with an idea. To build an enclosed garden space, approx 16x16 with raised beds and a 3 tiered center square. July 24th 2011, we measure and mark the space. We just used outdoor spray paint to mark the design on the grass.
A different view. July 30, 2011
And there is my Sweet Baboo in the waning light.
July 30, 2011.
This is the center. The dashed line represents where the three-tiered, stacked center feature will be.
July 30, 2011
July 30, 2011 Hubby hacks a perimeter trench with a polaski and mows the center super snub-short. He's transferred the design and measurements to a paper drawing....our blueprint of sorts. We've never done this before and don't know the "right" way.
He rents a sod cutter to cut out the sod...only the sod buster....busted. Chain broke...so one pass is as far as he got. We'll have to wait until it is fixed and rent it again. July 30, 2011.
August 11, 2011 the broken sod cutter is finally fixed. So we rent it again. And this time I ran the hose off and on so the ground is only sort of like a rock. We have super nasty clay soil. The earth worms have huge biceps. He gets all the sod cut out, rolled up and moved. We rented the sod buster from Bronson Lumber in La Grande, OR. They had the better local price.
August 11, 2011 Oooooh, Ahhhhh...can't you just see the raised beds developing? And can you tell how clay-y that soil is? It's SLICK.
August 13, 2011. Hubby dug and hacked all day to try to even out the plot's high-low spots to try to level it before we build boxes. He also researched the lumber he wants and it isn't available locally. You can see the arbor we bought at a yard sale for $20 bucks today up against the fence.
You may not be able to tell, but the ground slants on a hill toward the garage and he was trying his best to make it as level as possible. No power tools baby, just his two hands. We're trying to do this project as economically as possible...given that it's gonna be expensive no matter what.
September 1, 2011 He thinks he's got it level now...notice how deep he had to cut into the one end since it's sort of on a hill.
September 3, 2011. Laid down thick cardboard and newspaper. (Poor man's weed barrier)...will still let the worms work but not the weeds. Getting it wet so it won't blow away.
We cut up old boxes. Weed cloth or plastic is too expensive and not as organic as we want to go.
September 4, 2011. A truck load of wood chips from the recycle center for $10. Now it might have to sit like this until next year, or until we can afford the lumber to build the boxes and fencing.
We'll do some shopping around, thinking, negotiating and see what we come up with. Oh yeah, and save up over the winter.
March 17, 2012...it begins anew...
He settled on pine instead of cedar. It won't last as long, but will save us nearly 50% on lumber expenses. Sure, yes, it will rot, and no we will not be treating it with any preserving chemical. But perhaps we can replace one rotten board at a time with cedar when the time comes. Even still, the lumber is over $500. But hey, that arbor was $20 at a yard sale remember? WOOT!
March 17, 2012 Different angle. Trying to figure out what to do in this corner, where to place the arbor and gate.
March 18, 2012. The outside perimeter boxes are just about done. (upper portion will be wire mesh to hopefully keep the deer out.). There will be an inner pyramid. It's taking shape! Don't you wish wood would stay this pretty forever? It smells lovely too!
March 26, 2012 Part of the inner pyramid is built.
We bought straw from D & B Supply in La Grande. It's pretty cheap (and hopefully not full of weeds). I think it was around $3.50 to $3.75 per bail.
Starting to fill. There's some dirt we saved from evening out the ground...it went in the bottom...then some more or less not quite done/woodier compost (we had about two years of saved up yard and kitchen compost), then straw for filler and nutrients... 3-31-12
Sure, it will settle and we will have to add more to it next year, but it gets us started at a reduced price over filling it all the way with dirt. In fact...as "dirt" goes, the only "dirt" in it was a bit left over, and some stuff I cleared out of pots. Some people fill the space with rocks or other junk...we want this to be as nutrient dense as possible. No, sadly there was no way to determine if the straw had been treated with pesticides. As you try to go organic, you realize how many ways you can go wrong along the way. But, we will do the best we can within our budget and within three years or so, if we don't add anything to it with pesticide, it should be pretty darn clean soil for growing.
A truck load of compost from the recycle center (we still need more) 3-31-12
All told, I believe we got three truck loads of compost. I believe each truck load cost around $20-$25.
Once again, since this compost comes from the lawn debris dropped off at the center, it most likely has pesticide in it. But the nurseries couldn't tell us what was in theirs either. In fact one nursery selling compost told us that theirs is dairy compost. Um...isn't that manure? And no way to tell if there is pesticide in their feed or hormones that will end up in the soil. One just does the best they can. The recycle center prices were better too.
A word about manure. Much of the commercial manures come from feed lots and those animals are not fed organically, and so we decided against buying manure. We had a connection from someone at the La Grande Mavericks Riding Club to get some horse and or steer manure, but after a recent article in the La Grande Observer about horse manure having been found so high in pesticide that it killed a local persons entire garden crop...we decided not to bother with manure at all. Here's the link to that article. Someone else suggested bat guano because it would not be from feed lots and might be more organic. But it's not cheap in the quantity we were looking for.
Emptying out our yard debris/kitchen scrap/grass clipping compost...then it started to rain. 3-31-12
Would you look at that man work! Which is pretty much what I did since I'm not strong enough for most of this.
We have two compost bins, the one you see there Sweet Baboo built from a design I found in a magazine. It was expensive, difficult, and the lid is a problem...it weighs a ton and I can't lift it. Go figure. But it LOOKED so pretty. The other compost bin is a plastic adjustable cylinder that works OK, unless it's empty and the wind is blowing.
3-31-12 After the rain/wind storm. Another load of compost plus the perlite and peat moss should do it. Hubby got the columnar apple trees planted too...but the one in the foreground is crooked...we're "discussing" that.
Update. It's not crooked anymore.
We might get this hummer done before it's time to plant in Northeast Oregon (which is like...um...mid May).
April 7 2012. A little more building, and two more truck loads of compost. The pyramid is now complete.
A wheelbarrow full of Perlite
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We were able to find it in bulk at Eastern Oregon Nursery and Landscaping in La Grande. I think this wheelbarrow full cost around $25. It would have been way more expensive if we had bought the tiny little bags you can find on the shelves in the store.
I keep trying to find some vermiculite but it seems to not be available locally, or at least not yet. In looking online, there had been a problem with a vermiculite mine having asbestos in it, so many stores quit carrying it. I hope to find some for the seed planting phase of things.
Perlite and vermiculite are very similar, just different minerals. The mineral is super heated until it sort of pops, like popcorn, or volcanic lava rock. It helps keep the soil loose, helps with drainage and moisture retention. Some people swear by or prefer one or the other, and some garden instructions recommend both. We'll see.
Sort of like snow, only not.
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Finally something I can help with, because it doesn't weigh anything! I'll work that into the soil once I distribute it.
Spreading around the Perlite
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I bought that little gazing ball at Wal-Mart many moons ago. It will go at the pinnacle for now. Those little copper garden fence pieces were found by my mom at a yard sale in her neighborhood. I didn't have enough to go all the way around, so I just put some here and there for effect.
More of the frame is done and the potato box and arbor go in.
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You may not be able to see it, but we decided to try a vertical potato box to the right of the arbor. We will put dirt only in the first 12 inches, there is room to add more slats, and as they grow, we will add straw mulch and keep growing them vertically one layer at a time. We'll let you know how that works out.
There are many designs for vertical potato boxes online. Just Google it. Some are more complex than others. I've heard some people stack old tires up for the same effect. We decided against this, since A. we no longer have old tires laying about, and B. because the tires may leach unhealthy chemicals into the soil where the potatoes are growing.
Hens and Chicks hanging in a bag. Sorta looks like a green udder. If you look close, you can see some baby strawberries went in...about 30 of them. (Also, I transplanted three blueberry bushes, a raspberry bush and a struggling Goji Berry. The neighbor lady keeps bringing guests to come see. They all have advice of what you MUST do and what you must NEVER do. We're winging it.
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The neighbor also mentioned that his project might be something that the Ruralite would be interested in covering in their publication. We'll see. I'll ask them.
4-10-12 I eventually got 4 bales of peat moss broken down and spread around. Hubby lifted them into the wheelbarrow for me.
I think the best price was Wal-Mart. About $9 something per bale. Yes, I shop at my local Wal-Mart.
4-10-12 This is the vertical potato box. Only the first 12 inches or so will have growing medium, then we will fit slats into the front as the plants grow covering them with straw mulch up to a height of 4-5 feet. We'll let you know how that goes.
Now it's supposed to rain all week.
I think what's left is a cross beam over the top, a gate, and to string all of the chicken wire. Someone told me to get the one inch hole chicken wire to keep the small birds out, but it is nearly twice as expensive as the 2 inch. If the little birds get in and get at the berries, we'll use some cheaper deer netting over the chicken wire. Gotta mind the budget where we can. We have to try to foil birds, and deer and squirrels...then there's the slugs and other things.
We got a 150 foot roll of 6 foot chicken wire at D & B Supply for around $70.
I have planted the strawberries (about 30 plants including a few wild ones), and have transplanted the three blueberry varieties I bought last year, a failing Goji berry, and a raspberry bush. The two blackberry bushes didn't make it. We planted the two mini columnar apple trees and I have seeds awaiting warmer weather, and will order a few transplants (tomatoes/peppers etc) in a few weeks. I ordered from Territorial Seed and BBB Seed companies which do their level best (they say) not to sell any GMO seed. I chose organic varieties where available. I will plant the potatoes maybe this weekend (weather permitting...weekend of April 14th). I had some organic seed potato left over from last year's crop of Cranberry Red, All Blue, Kennibeck White and I even just picked up some over the hill organic baker potatoes from Safeway. They were cheaper than the organic potato suppliers and already had eyes on them. I purchased the red/white/blue potato varieties from Wood Prairie Farm online.
When thinking about what to plant, my first thought was non GMO or organic, and the expensive things at the store (berries, peppers, tomatoes)...any other space I will grow interesting things. I can make a list of all that later. We will also be employing some of the Square Foot Gardening and Lasagna Gardening methods with advice from Ruth Stout on the value of heavily utilizing straw mulch for weed control, moisture retention and added soil nutrient. She claims it can also foil some pests.
Sweet Baboo is fussing a bit about how crooked some of the angles and boards turned out in the construction. I say, for somebody who has never built anything like this, he did FABULOSO! If it stays together and we grow stuff...who cares? We are novices in the gardening department, and especially in the organic gardening department. We will learn as we go and learn more each season.
04-14-12 The boards go on around the interior edges so I can sit on the edges if I need to when I'm gardening. Sweet Baboo fabricates a 16 foot beam to span the center and we get that in place. The chicken wire starts to go in before day's end. Darn but that stuff scratches your arms! And it rolls back on you like a wild thing. We could have used about 8 more hands to hold it in place, but we managed, with minimal blood.
And the potatoes are in. I only planted 8 in the vertical box...we'll see how much yield we get going upwards. I have organic All Blue, organic Cranberry Red, organic Kennebek White, and Organic Russett (2 of each). I did a bunch of yard work and was on stand by to be an extra set of hands when needed.
And the potatoes are in. I only planted 8 in the vertical box...we'll see how much yield we get going upwards. I have organic All Blue, organic Cranberry Red, organic Kennebek White, and Organic Russett (2 of each). I did a bunch of yard work and was on stand by to be an extra set of hands when needed.
4-15-12 The gate gets built (and what a beauty it is) and the chicken wire is completed around the perimeter. We still have to put chicken wire over the top and add more chips to the paths.
We had some old plywood laying around so Hubby made the gate out of that. It could warp in weather and not do so well, but the price was right so we thought we would see what happens. He cut "windows" in the gate to lighten the weight which we stapled a firmer, denser meshed wire over. This was a remnant of wire we had on hand from something we cut for the top of our guinea pig cage many years ago. It worked well.
We got the hardware (hinges, hooks) and such from our local Ace Hardware in La Grande.
We ran out of staples for stapling the chicken wire so I made a run to our local Bi Mart for more staples.
We also made a run to our local Dollar Tree store to see what I could come up with to decorate the gate. I was also looking for some cheap wind chimes. I found and bought three bamboo wind chimes (they aren't hung yet...that won't happen until after we figure out how we're gonna string chicken wire over the entire top of that span with just the two of us).
The sun and the moon that you see ($1 each) are painted metal wall hangings I found there. The Lady Bug, Bee, and House/Flower ($1 each) were unfinished, chintzy wall hangings on ribbons. I tore the staple/ribbons off, and with permanent colored Sharpies, I "painted" them...or more like, colored them. Then Hubby drilled a hole him them and screwed them to the door. The black lettering I'll show in the next photo.
Here you can see that smaller weave wire mesh. The lettering was another tidbit I picked up at the Dollar Tree ($1). It is an interior, wall art decal. We were trying to find one appropriate to the garden project in their collection. I think Hubby found the winner!
I have no idea if it will adhere for any length of time, or if the colors will run on those other decorations. It's all a grand experiment on a budget. It's raining like crazy today (4-16-12), so time will tell.
So...hmmm, let's see...we are down to needing to string that chicken wire over the top and staple it down, get more wood chips for the paths, and then begin to map out where we will plant things. I have a lot of seeds already, a few more on order, and live plants coming the end of May. We'll also need to put wood chips all over in our other flower beds too. We're on target!
I'll add to this post as the season progresses. I have no idea how to grow anything. But then, Hubby had no idea how to build anything either, and I think he's done a DARN FINE JOB. I love this little garden space! Hopefully, near the end he can give you a guestimate of the total cost we've put into it. I will tell you, that if you go with cedar, you can easily plan to double anything we spent. That's why we opted for pine that won't weather nearly as well. It was either that or not be able to afford to do it a at all. As it is, we've had to build this in increments as we could afford materials.
We also plan to utilize some old vinyl rain gutters for some gutter gardening. We're not sure yet how we will mount them in the new garden space but will post it as it happens. This is a great link to help you build gutter gardens and what types of shallow root plants will grow well in them.
I'm going to give you a list of what I have slated to plant in the space. I have no idea where I will fit it, or IF I will fit it all in. There may be only a single plant of some things. You'll have to follow along to find out if we manage to cram it all into the gardening space we've created. Forgive me if I misspell stuff...that's how I roll.
Giant Blueberry
KA-Bluey Blueberry
Tri Star Strawberries (about 25 plants, plus a few wild varieties and a couple left over from last year)
Goji Berries (2 plants)
Nasturtiams (2 varieties)
Marigolds (2 varieties)
Amaranth (2 varieties)
Golden Sentinel Columnar Apple
Scarlet Sentinel Columnar Apple
Oregon Blue Garlic
Royal Burgandy Bush Beans
Red Noodle Pole Beans
Luscious Organic Corn
Chioggia Beet
Touchstone Gold Beet
White Satin Carrot
Purple Haze Carrot
Atomic Red Carrot
Mexican Sour Gherkin Mini Cucumber
Superschmelz Kohlrabi
Redbor Kale
Winter Red Kale
Lil Loupe Melon (mini cantaloupe)
Malabar Spinach
Organic All Blue potatoes
Organic Cranberry Red potatoes
Organic Kennebec White potatoes
Organic Russett Potatoes
Milestone Onions (sweet)
Walla Walla Onions (sweet)
Super Sugar Snap Peas
Cobham Impv Marrow Parsnip
Patio Star Summer Squash (zucchini)
Bright Lights Swiss Chard
Magenta Sunset Swiss Chard
Golden Ball Turnip
Petite Treat Watermelon (mini)
Wild Garden Mix Lettuce
Casper Egg Plant
Nubia Egg Plant
Gourmet Sweet Peppers (orange)
Wonder Bell Sweet Peppers (Red)
Oregon Spring Tomatoes
Pineapple Tomatoes
Indigo Rose Tomatoes
Orange Paruche Tomatoes
Organic Leeks
Organic Basil
Butternut Squash
Organic Dill
To the best of our ability, plants and seeds will be either organic or non GMO. To the best of our ability, anything that vines or spreads we will attempt to train upwards vertically with supports.
4-19-12: I went out today in between rain showers and did my best to generally measure off and mark (with a sharpie), square foot plots within the garden area. If my math is even close, minus what is already planted, I should have around 100 one foot squares available for planting.
I got a little composition book and did some rough sketches of the plot and measurements (and when I say rough, I mean rough...as in, I'm not showing you my sketches). Next I think I will sketch out each section so I have more room to write and visualize what to plant and how many plants will fit per square foot. I went through the seed/plant catalog and cut out the photo and the description of the items I purchased/hope to plant. I will paste them into my book too, one or two per page leaving space so I can write about how it planted, when I planted it, how long to harvest HERE, how well it produced, what it tasted like etc. That will help me know if I want to replant it next year, or skip it.
I think I will take some Post It Flags, and write the name of each plant on them. Then I can manipulate them in my scale model on paper to plot things where I might want them. If I change my mind, I can pick up the flag and plot it elsewhere.
I ordered some of the transplants and they should arrive in late May.
4-22-12:
We are so close to done we can call it that. We got the "lid" or roof enclosed with wire and put a bunch more wood chips in the path. We got those chips from the recycle center. A truck load was around $5. What we didn't use in the garden paths we put on the flower beds. I don't recommend these chips as mulch on edibles. They are pretty rough and heaven knows what the various wood has been treated with. There is old paneling, you'll find some nails, some styrofoam and bits of plastic and paper and the chunks vary in size from small fine dust to chunks as long as a foot and a couple inches around. It makes good mulch for non edibles. No, it's not as pretty as the kind in the bag, but for $5 a truck load, I'm not going to complain too much.
You might not be able to really tell much difference between this view and the last one but trust me, we did more work today! I also got Sweet Baboo to hang the aforementioned wind chimes. It's so peaceful in there it's hard to explain. I can only imagine how it will feel with flowers, food and color!
Oh, and I also planted a whole bunch of seeds! Can you almost just see the plants? This is what hope looks like....or a tiny mouse cemetery.
I still have some bedding plants to arrive, and I need to be sure it's truly, for real in the warm season before I plant the nasturtiums, basil, corn and a few other bits and bobs. I was afraid with all of my lofty plans, I wouldn't have enough space...but I have quite a bit of space left. This is more than ample space for our needs. I LOVE IT!
May 6, 2012. These are the shorter pieces of recycled gutter he hung. I have planted two types of kale in the larger top one, basil and a lettuce mix in the lower one, Magenta Sunset Swiss Chard in the upper small one, and Bright Lights Swiss Chard in the lower small one. They have some teensy sprouts happening.
May 6, 2012. This is one of two longer gutter gardens he hung for me. I think the link to how to make them is above. We didn't follow the instructions to the letter. Basically, drill drain holes, and hang them up with gutter clips (you might have to buy end caps). If the lengths of gutter are long, like these, a center support will help keep it from sagging with the weight of dirt, plants and water. I ended up planting pansies and lobelia in the two long gardens.
May 6 2012. We are painstakingly cutting and tying tinsel stuff to the chicken wire...ALL over it in the hopes it will keep the small birds spooked away. I'll let you know how it works out. It might take me another year to tie them all on! It looks sort of pretty when the breeze blows them, they sparkle. I bet when we're done you can see the garden from Mars! I read where it is thought that birds associate the sparkly things flying in the breeze with fire or at the very least, some sort of danger. Given the berries I hope to grow in there, they will be in SERIOUS danger if they eat them.
May 6, 2012. This is what we are tying on. Since it isn't Christmas, I couldn't find Christmas tinsel. Gardening catalogs sell some stuff like this but it's expensive. I found this at the dollar store. I bought about three pkgs. I hope that's enough. The tinsel is in a big wad since it is intended to be filler in gift bags, but it works fine and is super inexpensive. So far, none of them have come untied so I hope they last once we finally make our way around the entire project.
He's sneaky. I didn't know he took this photo. There I am, planting and watering in my therapy cubicle.
It might be hard to tell what these are. Are you familiar with the older model Rubbermaid hose carts? I had two of them that were super old and falling apart and leaking. Before breaking them up to put in the garbage, I snapped off these little buckets from the handle area. It's where the sprinkler heads were stored on the hose cart.
Hubby screwed them into place on each side of one of the garden tiers and I have planted marigold and radish seeds in them both. In the photo above you can sorta see one of them for size perspective. I love repurposing!
This is the garden door with the newest edition showing through. For my birthday, my gal pal, "Thelma" bought me a cement Buddha statue. I was wanting one to line up with the door as a sentinel to the garden. I keep adding decorative effects as things show up. I think that's what gives it such a peaceful energy...that and the love we put into it. My 80-something year old neighbor said she will come and give my garden a blessing. How sweet is that??!
Ahhh, isn't that peaceful? Gently sitting watch over the pansies I need to plant in those gutter gardens.
May 11, 2012 Pansies and lobelia planted in one of the gutter gardens.
May 23, 2012. It's raining and 48 freaking degrees today. It's also my son's 28th Birthday and I miss him. That aside, can you see that some little sproutlets are starting to happen here and there??
My son, who lives in Los Angeles, found this in some left over "free stuff" from a yard sale. He has a vision of how to fix it up for my garden. We thought it would look good outside the garden gate, sort of like a mailbox near a front door. We could either prop the lid open and keep plants in it, or trail some fake ivy from it and use the box to store garden tools in. I'm excited. Hard to wait. But wait I must. This is May 2012. We'll see how long it takes.
Starting to fill in with goodness. This is a shot from above. July 1, 2012
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